why must it be this way???

This few days are really giving me some "HEADACH".....haix....

Since 29-6-2008 the day his parents found out abt us, we talk to each other lesser aready dunno because of what???!!!??? Until now we did talk but is not as fun as last few months.....sad case la...-_-...sob...

Maybe because of his parents words make him be like tat??? Actually for him maybe he never noe he had change but maybe for me i feel that he had change abit...but not alot...

Sometimes i really can't control my own feelings sometimes my feelings make me wanna cry and sometimes wanna laugh and more.....is juz i'm also kinda confuess of my own thinking and feelings this few days...hope this will end soon...pls dun make the time long..........

Although you guys (MY FRENS i mean...) see me smiling all the time having jokes like last time but just to let you guys noe...the wen jing now is not the wen jing u all meet last time...cos the wen jing now might be the sad wen jing but i just never show out somehow...cos i dun wan you guys to worry abt me...but i will try to become the happy wen jing again...dun worry... and the happy wen jing last time will come back very soon...